God has a funny way of teaching lessons. He will rub your wound until it is bloody raw. He will rub it until it is numb, he will dig it out until he pulls the infection out of it. He will ensure that whatever is left in you concerning that incident is gone. God will do anything necessary to get you to the next stage in life. This is the current lesson. It was a lesson that I did not see coming. I mean I knew I would have to deal with something; but I did not see this coming. We always believe that we can put God in a box, I didn’t consciously do this, but maybe I did. I figured I could handle what was coming my way. I didn’t think I would need God’s assistance as much as I do. God has a funny way of making you believe your are helping someone, when you are really helping yourself. In helping one, I help myself. I let God pull the infection out of my life and allow him to build in me what he sees fit not what I want. Now who said this would be easy. It’s one of the hardest thing to allow things to be exposed in you and remain in control of yourself. Other will test you, they will do this knowingly and unknowingly. It’s up to you, you make the decision concerning your life. Make the choice..It’s up to you.