Prince that reality?

Today seems like the day of realities..I mean, I have had this longing in my heart for some time. I pretend that I have it all figured out, when in fact I struggle daily with my current reality. I am single, that is my reality, and I may always be. People say, oh you won’t be single forever, but I’m not so sure. I mean, I don’t live in a fairy tale, I live in the world of facts. Facts are not always right, but they have merit. The fact is, I feel uncomfortable at times, I long for family and a sense of something more. I have accomplished goals in my life, but the one I really want seems to elude me time and time again. They say a watched pot never boils, I’m just trying to ensure my pot does not get knocked over by accident. Don’t get me wrong, I am not complaining, I am sharing my feelings today. Tomorrow may be different, I may not have this feeling after today. However, life has taught me otherwise, and God has been gentle with me these days, for that I am so grateful. I am just rambling the thoughts in my heart and head today, as I said life does not come with instructions. Today I feel lost, but I am not lost, it’s just a feeling. And feelings are not always fact.  ©again


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